Dr. Muhammad Umer Salim

The winter breeze is breaking into my room's window...And I am watching the movie I Love you, Beth Cooper...Really I found this movie great..

Start of the movie is good...sometimes you feel that the low budget movie is kind of boring...but I didn't get bore watching the whole movie because the scenes attracted me and the emotions felt by me...No doubt it is a nice movie...

Woke up early...offered my Fajer prayer, then stepped down stairs with sis as office van comes to pick her up...
nice weather, I can smell autumn, the morning breeze, the school going children waiting for their school buses....moms with lunch boxes in their hands, everyone in a hurry...some people returning home from Masjid....Milkman on the motorbikes...
The leaves have fallen from the trees...the dry air, and the coldness in it....It's Autumn for sure...

Waiting for the traffic signal light to turn green, daily I used to watch her crossing the road...she was pretty. One day she was walking besides the road and showing a name on a paper...Monazza was her name...Second day when I reached the traffic signal she was waiting there, I showed my name written on the paper...

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The Sacred month of Ramzan is about to end...the days of the month have a good feeling in it...everyone tries to be better than the ordinary days...no revilement, no anger (actually everyone tries to avoid it)...Hence, the days look beautiful and blessed that everybody is busy in it's work to earn good deeds...I am enjoying the days....I wish this month never ends

If you are in disturbance or in disease...then don't go first to the medicine because remembering Allah and asking for help effaces all hindrances and obstacles...I have experienced myself this...and believe me Allah solves the problem immediately if you ask Him for help with heart...
Allah is Great...

Still wondering why in my dreams??....having the different path, destination, what is the meaning to come in my dream again and again??

Sometimes you think something very deeply, and by the time passes you start forgetting what was in your thought, but the mind remembers it, and that crave or desire becomes so intense that you yourself can't believe that thing has become your goal or objective and you have to work hard to achieve it, and when you don't get it, your mind ( I should rather say that thought makes the body deadener) shows a dull feeling and your body also works that way....
Then a stage comes when you have to believe your body symptoms that you are depressed even if you don't agree to yourself that it's the reality, and you have to make yourself thought free...I think I have faced tad more difficulties than the thing made me depressed...that's the truth and I have to pull back myself from that disgusting feeling of my mind....

I don't know whether I would be able to forget those days or not? that face ? because after trying so much, again I saw her in my dream sitting next to me, her hair style was superb...
I neglected her but then she called my name smilingly, and I was coerced to see her, because her voice is still the same...It's not that I feel looser, I am a winner because I don't have any sad feelings in my heart, I always wanted that she stay happy in her life...and I still pray that she get all her happiness in the life...
Hay, I sometimes remember some memories buried in my heart very deeply...I wish you good luck in your new life, with new friends, new people,..Take care...Your well wisher