One day when I came from the hospital I was told that I had been committed to a girl-daughter of my father's best friend....I couldn't believe this news....I asked my parents, they said you would surely like her, I couldn't say anything infront of them...I started thinking that when I last met her, she was studying in the school....well let's see.....
Atlast we met, she was pretty, we used to talk many times a day on the phone and meet rendezvous jungle place-full of green trees, fountain and wild beautiful flowers.....
One day I reached the place 6 or 7 hours earlier, I found her, Oh my God! what was she doing there??? she said that she loved me very much and she loved to be there all alone, she made a room in my heart, I started thinking about her, her talks gave me an impetus to love....
I couldn't believe what was happening in my life, my marriage date was fixed and the invitation cards were distributed...I started liking her way of talking, she was 6 years younger than me, childish feelings enthralled me, but after all this, my heart didn't agree to marry her....
So, atlast I told her parents that I couldn't marry her...putting the fact that she had childish thoughts and all that stuff.....my parents understood but her parents were showing that they didn't hear a single thing and they kept arranging for the marriage.....I tried to convince her, she didn't co-operate, couldn't understand, she used to weep infront of me and on the phone.....I am also human being, I thought whether I was wrong, but how could I do this if my heart was not allowing me to do so.....
In a nutshell, her parents realized that I was not interested at all, so the pre-arranged marriage stuff finished very soon....Still I remember her behaviour which was all for me....

Yukkk!!! again nostalgic feeling today...I don't know why I am searching all sms, mails, e-cards given to me by her.....why I am getting weaker remembering her talks.....but I know how to overcome it, she doesn't know that she was a world for me, I think every heart is impure, even the relationships, nobody cares about the other.....May be I am very sensitive, taking all things directly to my heart, even she used to say me that I was very sensitive, take care all people.....
My heart...my heart...my heart....full of her talks, sweet memories, her smells, her devotion, her appreciations, I have a beautiful memory....why the nature snatches the relation we like most???
I still pray for her.....